We're Saving Daylight

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5:43 PM • Saturday, September 29, 2007

love?!!!
i almost cried out then i read angie dear de blog..
so emo bout love..

thr's her story...
enjoy~~~
Love is really a big issue for everyone. Believe it or not, when you ask any teenagers have you love someone before ? Or are you in love ? Or have you been in love before ? Or have the thoughts of saying 'Love is in the Air'. Majority will say 'Oh yes, i was and still in love'.Anyway, here is something I would like to share with all.
My boyfriend and I went out for dinner with some friends. After the dinner, he send me home. On the long and winding road of returning home, we chatted. Everything goes smoothly until we had an argument about some issue. From that moment on, we did not talked until we reached my house. He dropped me and i thank him for the dinner. I walked off into the shadow of the darkness till i entered my house, and he drove off. I was so tired as I sat for my Information System Final Exam in the morning. So, i just slammed myself onto my comfy bed. I slept soundly and suddenly a dream struck me. Its a dream about him and I,nothing fancy, just a sketch of our argument.He said' You know you ve gone over board in the argument.You careless about my feelings and said things you want to say without even considering if your words are as sharp as the sword or whatever you are about to say can actually struck through my heart.'
I woke up and shatter myself in tears as I know I was wrong. I should not have said those things to him. But what is said, is said. There is no turning back, 'taking back what i said to you' moments. So, i ve decided that I will apologize to him the next morning. The sun shone through my window pane. Birds chirping, and no wake up call from him ?! 'Is he still mad at me?' , i thought.
I went online and wanted to IM him, as he is already in his office working. But my heart burn fiercely when i saw his display message of his MSN. All the words he had never said before has poured out all over the net. To be definite this time, HE IS REALLY MAD AT ME. Giving me a hint that I should apologize, Telling me that I did not appreciate things that he have done for me, No thank you, Where am I when i needed him the most. So.................... Does this means that I did not appreciate him ? I did contribute love, time, sacrifices into our relationship. If he was to compare the measurement of sacrifices we did for our relationship, he was indeed not the one for me. Love cant be measure with our actions, its all written clearly in our heart. I was so angry and No, i will not bow to him. Chaos, War, Protest, BLood spilling, Bitches and Bastards, BRING IT ON. We did not talk to each other for a week. I turn to my friends and talk about my problems, drink a few shots of Smirnoff to ease my feelings and my sober-ness. Until a friend came up to me and told me.
'I know I should not have told you this, but the other day, I met your boyfriend. He was sad about the issue too. He needed you so much, and hoping he can fix the relationship. But then, he will not forget this issue no matter what, because that things I judge upon him is too serious. So, I assume that he still loves you no matter what happen. He even ask about you. How are you doing. You know, guys have pride and ego. Perhaps you should consider what I said and do the right thing. You re the man. I mean you are the... You know what i mean'
Yes, i know what you mean. And I am going to march up to him tomorrow and ask for forgiveness. I really do miss my Bear Bear.And the ending is,We are now ...Happily Ever After.You would compromise what ever it is when it comes to Love, aint ya.You know you ve hurt him, and yet, you dont wanna bow to him, because you have ego too. But till the end, you will still fall for him.You would feel so bad when you ve done something wrong,and you did not tell him, till you actually fall all ill thinking about the problem.You know you do not wanna bid goodbye whenever he sends you home.
You are so eager to wait for his morning call every morning that you woke up even earlier to wait for his call. When he call, you act as if you are still sleeping and he had to sweet talk to you to wake you up as if you are a baby.Love is a powerful element as the matter in fact.It will change what ever you are into what ever you want.Cherish your love ones.Do not let them slip away, not through your hands nor your finger.

got bf also frus..
no also frus..
when no bf got ppl woo u also frus..
when no 1 woo u also frus..
now..i jus lost...veri lost..
1 propose...tat day laugh ta summer now sendiri kena..damn..not a hapi thing..jus so lost..suddenli macam ni..macam la..he noe me so well..mayb his age make him rush things so fast..
another 1..playin sand..
another 1 reali care u but totali not my type..his style?his look?.....hanar..i admit la..his style..fail..his look..erm..fail..can change ka?susah la..

love love love