hardly recall wat date is today.
im way 2 lazy to remember things
somehow i just wan to stop using my brain,so tat it wont function n finali it wont remind me of him

tis year's bday was an ordinary day
for 21 years,tis 22 i never gt excited bout anything
perhaps i noe ntg special wil come.
i did off my mobile on gmt: 0000 27/8 - 0000 28/8
i did not wan any wishes of HAPPY birthday tis combination thr's a word call HAPPY n im not
eventhough the mobile is off but i did re-on it back every 2 hour,giving myself another excuse which im hoping for just a simple bday wishing from him.
guess wat...
it never happened...
nothing..
none..
perhaps he is way 2 bz v his life forgetting bout his EX's bday rite?
i admit i am hiding myself away from him
he is living his life way happier than mine ( i assume)
perhaps he is aimming another new target..
LOTS OF THING CAN HAPPEN!
stop thinking positive thing coz tat is all excuse to urself ng yen ting!!!!

!2days ago he send me a mms, a pic of myself.
which i took it with his phoneit was 4am
i saw it early in da morning around 11am
i dare not reply coz i dono wat tat text means
for the whole day my brain kept finding answer
*perhaps his gf wan me to stay away from him,tat's y she send a mms warning to me?
but i did not contact him like since.... ok,way 2 long....i cudnt remember
* perhaps he wanted to send my pic to his gf(both of them gossiping bout me?)
but he ter-send to me
i dono!!
!i just text him back like 12 hours later,telling him not 2 bug me...
he did not reply n i treat it as he did send to the wrong person
i did aim bout the gf issue,i said.. " is better tat we stay away from each other,hopefully ur gf dun misunderstood us..."but he did not reply o wan to prove to me tat he is single

guess wat!
i skip like 2month for my check up
ok, promise to myself after like.......raya?

i dono whether my heart can handle the fact tat he now belongs to another gal..i really dono how i can face itim breaking apart since we broke up n tis happen... i'll just deactive fb n start playing v life again?

I DONO!!!!!
I JUST MISS HIM BADLY RITE NOW..
seriously i am..
11.33pm-he shud finish his job rite now(cheng2)
*mayb all set up to date v his gal
11.33pm- all alone (yen)

his daily routine:without activity
sleeps around 12-2am
wake up around 2.30-3.30

• 3 start working
  
• 4-5 start yawnning ^^
  
• 5-7bit bz,dinner time
  
• 7-9.30 start thinking bout after work planning
  
• 10.30 start cleaning,shop shuttin down
  11-11.30 shop offical close
  
• friday-basketball 7-12,normally after game go back bath n rest but i think nowadays +yamcha, cc gaming,clubing?
  
• 2week once off-mostly hang out @ kl(pavillion) / 1u
  

50% of my brain is functioning for him
the whole day were raining,wind were strong( hopefully he din catch a cold)
i was staring at the sky...telling myself even the sky is dark n cold eventually the sun wil shine after a huge rain

Nevermind what haters say
Ignore them 'til they fade away
Amazing they ungreat for after
all the games I gave away
Safe to say I paved the way
for you can't get paid today
You still be wasting days away
had I never saved the day
Consider them my protégé how
much I think they should pay
Instead of being gracious
they violated and made you wait


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